I really don't know how to write this blog post.
It has been a very difficult 10 days for our family.
There is a hole in my heart that will never be filled but I am hoping in time that it will hurt less.
Thank you to everyone who has sent messages of condolences, it has meant so much to me that so many of you care.
I am back in the shop (as I know that that is what Mum would've wanted), but I am also going to take time for myself and look after myself for a bit. I hope that everyone understands.